It feels like I’m sitting a confined space with no windows or any outlets to the outside world for that matter…
My mind is racing like its competing in a 100 yard dash with my heart.
Nothing is in sync right now. All I could ask myself is what am I doing wrong? What can I do to be better? Am I wasting my time? How can I reach my goal with no help? No guidance! No advice!
It’s like I’m at war with myself. A war that WILL NOT END.
Recreated-Mind 